can't stop
Saturday, June 28, 2008
For the most part, this blog has pretty much been about Jengs Shop and not really really “me”, Jenn. I’m sorry if this is out of place and doesn’t make sense. But the lost and confused person that I truly am will probably shine through.
I’ve been taking photos like crazy lately. I don’t really know what the hell is going on with me, hence my lack of posts here and even new work in my Shop. I’ve been making these decisions that I can’t really explain here (extremely personal ones) and I can’t tell if they’re bad or not. Me taking all these photos, it’s like I keep trying to capture something, maybe I just want to remember these feelings that I’m feeling. And the very way that I am right now, at this moment. Selfish, sad, a bit liberating, lonely and the constant need for something more significant. True passion and love.
Or am I just so scared that this is my way of running away? It probably is but I need to figure out why.
I’m really sorry for the ones that I’ve hurt in the past weeks. I feel like I’m disappointing everyone, even myself. But I just keep telling myself that I need to do what I need to do and eventually everything will hopefully find it’s place and iron itself out.
Fate? Do you believe? Does passion, true passion, just exist or does it have to be worked on? And what is love anyways?
That’s it! I probably sound really crazy so I’ll just leave you with this image.
Category: everyday life
Comments (2)
True passion does exists. On occasions the fire that is passion may need to be refueled, but it’s up to the possessors to keep it lit. Love is patient and love is kind, love is unforbearing and love is callous…………………….
Jen, you seemed to capture my recent thoughts as of late. I too have been feeling a bit detached from certain things in my life and searching for something more – it’s difficult to explain, when words feel inadequate. Photos seem to help.